I am a miracle made up of particles.

I visited with my mom in a dream last night. It was nice to be with her… and feel so close to her again—to talk about the things that have been going on in my reality—to share with her the things I'm loving and to feel her excitement about them, like she always did.

There is nothing inherently wrong with death. Since my moms transition I've learned, or gleaned, or somehow obtained a better understanding… or a better feeling… about what happens to us after death, of what we really are, and of where we come from.

There are so many sources that believe what they speak is "truth". For me, I think *truth* is what feels right to us. For we are the only ones who it really matters to. So, while this feels right to me, it may not be so for you. I respect that.

What are we? What am I?
Such a deep question that many of us have asked ourselves many, many times. I don't claim to really know what I am. But I feel as though I am something beyond this physical body—something beyond my thoughts and the situations that happen during this time/space reality. I AM. I am that I am. That's it, simply put. How can one expand upon that? We can't really. All further explanation is really just words we're trying to put on something that is wordless—on something that cannot be described. That said, I am an eternal vibrational energetic consciousness that has taken form in this physical body to experience time-space reality and to grow through these experiences. I am NOT this body. This body is purely a vessel—a divine vessel—through which I can experience time/space.

As all of those who have come and gone before me, this vessel is aging and the eternal vibrational energetic being-ness of who I am will someday leave the time/space world and go home.

"Home is where your heart is." I have that sign on my wall. When we acknowledge who we really are, and that we became incarnated into this physical world we can feel at home.

Where is home? What is home?
I recently enjoyed reading Journey of Souls. The author shares a lot of detailed information about how his clients perceive the space between death and rebirth while in a state of hypnosis. All so fascinating. I recommend this book for anyone on a similar quest for this type of understanding.

Home to me, is the feeling of pure joy, uninhibited, infinite pure blissful ecstasy. It's the total understanding of who I am—the acknowledgement of being pure energy.

We carry home with us in our hearts. It's with us always. We can let the walls down around it and let it shine through—shine brightly into everything we do. We can bring home to us while we are on this physical time/space world. There does not need to be any separation between where we are now, and where we feel at *home*.

"The time has come to speak of this love" says Trevor Hall. The time has come. It's time to allow our hearts to shine as brightly as they can—to let down our walls and illuminate. Knowing that we are not our human bodies, we also know that nothing can hurt us. There is no need for walls to be up around our hearts. Nothing is in need of such protection. The light that shines from our hearts is stronger and more powerful than anything which we perceive can harm it. It's time to own our choices, and choose to let down our walls.

We are here to illuminate the planet and help all of humanity and Gaia rise in consciousness—to bring home to Earth. It's time to shine so the rest of humanity will see that they too can shine, that we can all break down the walls around our hearts and shine. The time is coming. The critical mass is on its way when so many hearts will be shining brightly—there will be so much love shining throughout and within this world that more and more of us will be willing to shine. Has it already happened? Can you feel the shift? Is there more love on this world than there is fear? I can feel it. It's here. My heart shines, and I see no need for the walls…

I could go on and on… but it's time to stop now… time to pause… and resume again at a later *time*…

Some inspirational sounds:
Nahko requests we share the album for the below song. So there's a zip file of the whole album uploaded on my website available for you to download.

So much love, so much peace, and joy, and bliss…

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